“Tall white aliens” about eternal life

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 About eternal life and the soul /  Paradise is between the material world and antimatter /  Antiuniverse and antiworlds /  The spaceship – dwelling God, the crew – angels /  About a missionaries /  Who are the angels? /  Bible /  Atheism and religion / About technology

(Who is Ashtar?  Ashtar speaks of twenty million extraterrestrial persons involved with his Command in the Program for planet Earth, and of another four million on our physical plane. This name is chosen to communicate with people.)

ABOUT ETERNAL LIFE AND SOUL

Tall white aliens about eternal life, about eternal life and soul

Ashtar:  I have quite often pointed out the eternal existence of human life to you. I don’t mean the human “flesh and blood” existence, but the spiritual existence of man. Man is a part of the universe, a perpetual particle of God. The universe is our common God. You mistakenly paint the image of God in the form of an wise old man. We gave the fact that there is no peaceful coexistence on Earth a lot of thought. The reason for this can be found in the level of spiritual development on Earth.

One also thinks too superficially in high politics and in diplomacy.

A large part of the brain lays completely neglected. It is very important to look far ahead. You are incapable of such projections. The moment your thoughts reach a certain point, they stop even though all important things still remain uncomprehended.

This is the reason why most people on Earth find it impossible to grasp the things that lay beyond their demise, the things that await them after they die. You must get used to the fact that your consciousness is immortal!

Objection: The Dialectic Materialism asserts that the human consciousness is tied to the physical body.

Ashtar about eternal life, eternal life and soul

Ashtar:  To list all its mistakes would fill a whole lexicon. Consciousness is not tied to physical matter whatsoever; it exists free within the cosmos. Only an illusion gives people a feeling that their consciousness is inside their head. When a lunar probe sends pictures via a satellite down to Earth so that these appear on a television screen, nobody will insist that these pictures are situated inside the television set. This is one example of the mentioned illusion. Even though consciousness can have an expansion of millions of miles, the end-effect is still within the body. This however means that the end-effect can also be in a spirit body or in an antimatter body. Consciousness requires an instrument, but this instrument does not necessarily have to be made of flesh and blood.

When a human being dies, consciousness does not die with it, even though the brain ceases to function. It is the brain’s assignment to exactly adhere to the individual FREQUENCY of one’s consciousness. The slightest shift within this FREQUENCY has dire consequences, consequences one calls “insanity”. The brain is not there to think, only to CONTROL the FREQUENCY.

Ashtar about eternal life

(History of clinical death)

The medical fraternity fall prey to a whole series of deceptions. They therefore assume that one’s consciousness is located within the human brain; they believe that the brain gives rise to all thoughts and that it registers and stores all perceptions.

This however is a dangerous aberration!

This is where the cause of atheism is to be found! I therefore assert that medical science bears the full blame for the rise of world atheism and political differences. Researchers verifying that the opposite is true, namely that man has an astral soul, are viciously attacked and dismissed in a most unfair way. I will select just one crass example of a medical contortion:

Every amputee still feels the limb he physically lost. He feels the limb of his astral soul. Every nerve is present. Physicians explain this phenomenon by asserting that we are only dealing with memory here, an echo of one’s senses. Those aware of the truth would have to laugh, – if the consequences weren’t so dire.

The broader masses within nations assume that a scientist with a doctor’s degree is, based on his academic education, is able to think more logically and more reliably that your average citizen. This is another world wide mistake that has dire consequences.

PARADISE IS BETWEEN THE MATERIAL WORLD AND ANTIMATTER

Ashtar: Your sciences cling too much to physical facts. Only a visible and measurable universe exists for them. This is a natural-scientific mistake, because next to the visible universe there is also an opposing, invisible universe, ergo an opposite polarity. This anti-universe is in its formation and structure similar to the physical universe, because it contains almost the same life forms.

The anti-universe may however not be confused with the spiritual world, because the spiritual world is one of God’s spheres (“Heaven” and “Hell), an intermediate station situated between physical incarnations, one that is also responsible for JURISDICTION. This is also where to be reward or punishment for a person.

Tall white aliens about eternal life, Paradise, Heaven, Hell

You can’t even begin to imagine this World.
First, it is the World of Light, where nothing is what’s called undertones. This is the place where the sun’s light is refracted so that everything is absolutely transparent and at the same time it is full of light and colour.
In this world there will be those horrendous landscapes of your former planet, where you can see the fruits of human activity in all its “glory.”
New Earth is a place of peace, of goodness, and you have to understand that here you have to be very correct in your feelings and your thoughts.
It will be a completely different world than the one to which you are accustomed. There is no place of envy, resentment, all those manifestations that you can still find in your Arsenal of senses.

The new Earth is characterized by the qualities that will bring you to what you should be more attentive to their thoughts and feelings. Because all what you will think, everything that will feel, will become known to all without exception the creatures around you. In the New Earth all will have great empathy, and all your feelings and thoughts will be known to all. So now watch them try to take anything and everything as they are, without judgment and bias.

Question: Almost all UFO experts in governing circles do not want to hear the words “God” or “Mission”. One simply regards you as astronauts from another star system. Your paramount technology amazes us. Why don’t you land in such a way, that people will stand in queues in order to convince themselves of your extraterrestrial existence.

Ashtar: This has something to do with the dangers we would expose ourselves to. Your bellicose attitude and your armament technology prevent all direct contact with those amongst you that are of pertinence. This was completely different a few thousand years ago. We had nothing to fear in regards to the people on Earth. Our ancestors, whose incarnations we represent¸ were respected like Gods, even though we were not Gods. A larger spaceship was able to land on Mount Sinai. It is different these days, such a landing would trigger a global panic and this would not help you at all.

Aliens about eternal life, Paradise, Heaven, Hell

Question: Your threats are not taken serious; one thinks that they are pure inventions.

Ashtar: We do not threaten you, but only warn you. I allow myself a personal criticism every now and then.

Question: That’s the point! We, the people on Earth do not tolerate criticism, even if it came from Higher Creatures. Most people generally do not believe in your existence and even less so in your sacred mission. It has been impossible to verify your existence to a degree where there are no more doubts. The main reason for this is that you play some kind of hide and seek game with us. The sciences know the distances between stars, they are counted in light-years. As you allegedly come from a different solar system, the sciences cannot accept that such trips are possible – you do not exist!

Ashtar: I know that you are very interested in our travel technology. It isn’t really my mission to give you lessons about this technology, but I will make an exception and give you a short explanation of the energies and means we utilise to conquer such distances relatively fast. I cannot explain it in detail, because they are too difficult and comprehensive, besides the linguistic understanding is lacking. This requires a technical vocabulary. I must however draw your attention to the fact that my explanations must seem monstrously fantastic, even though they are true.

messages of Ashtar Sheran

I mentioned this once before, namely that there are various forms of existence for living your life. There are therefore worlds that escape your perceptions, invisible to you. Such a form of existence, with fauna and flora, is for instance the New world, where human beings go to after their exit from a terrestrial, material life. Almost all of mankind doubts the objectivity of this truth. I therefore ask myself, of what use are your religions and your Churches? Next to the so-called New world are further forms of existence with fauna and flora, namely the ANTI-WORLD. This form of existence provides us with the enormous velocities required and within interstellar space; they are ten times faster than the speed of light.

ANTI-UNIVERSE AND ANTIWORLDS

The anti-universe, I say anti-worlds, combined with the physical worlds, constitute a unit. Certain interrelations take place between these two major creations. Therefore two enormous magnetic polarities of inconceivable energy exist. You would call these energies “positive” and “negative”. These two polarised energies produce what you call gravity. The distance between stars is not determined by their own gravity, for instance M x m, but by the gravity constants of the physical and the anti-physical worlds.

I mentioned the existencANTI-UNIVERSE AND ANTIWORLDS

e of the anti-world before. One assumed that we could travel through space by cleverly utilising electromagnetic fields. This is incorrect! We utilised the charged environments of the gravitational differences between the two. You must imagine that these two universes mutually repel one another, because they are of a different polarity And now to the fantastic side of our propulsion capabilities! We do not utilise nuclear energy or an electronic system. We only deploy the polarities of these universes, that is to say, we have an apparatus that makes it possible for us to switch, respectively reverse the polarity of a spaceship to that of the anti-world.

The moment this reversal of polarity takes place, our flying object, with everything in it, disappears from physical observation. No radar instrument will then be able to trace it. This flying object is then repelled by physical matter. The spaceship is flung away from physical matter at an incredible and every increasing speed. The term “speed” can not really be used anymore; it increases like something in free-fall and cannot be compared with the speed of  light whatsoever.

It now depends specifically on regulating and controlling the course it takes. We use light particles to accomplish this process. Because we are thousands of years ahead of you, such constructions are still beyond your comprehension. Besides, you prevent your own progress through your evil wars.

Do you have a formula for world peace that we could be guided by?

messages of Ashtar Sheran

Ashtar: Yes, such a formula does exist. Our forefathers handed this formula to Moses on Mount Sinai. Not a lot of it has remained. Our forefathers might have made the mistake of having taken the religious cult of the Israelites too much into account. The Jewish priests were not looking for a formula for peace; all they wanted was Our assistance in their war campaigns.

Mankind must then acknowledge that a spiritual realm exists that every human being will enter immediately after their disembodiment, their exit from this world. There is no promised Judgment Day, but only the objective reality of a life in a spiritual condition.

Mankind on Earth must know that all human beings must account for their life on Earth. After having given account of one’s thoughts and deeds, one is led to one’s appropriate LEVEL (‘’Hell’’ or ‘’Heaven’’).

Question: Is there a reliable, convincing explanation for the fact that consciousness is not anchored within the brain but within the cosmos?

Ashtar: Nothing easier that that. Your researchers should have comprehended long ago that the activity of the spirit has nothing to do with the cells of the brain. The activities of the spirit do indeed pass through the brain, but only the way sound can be routed through a tube.

The only things that actually move within the brain are blood, electricity, magnetism and the spirit. The spirit that is of importance here is however not physical, the spirit has therefore nothing to do with any physical movement whatsoever.

Brain cells also wear out and they are also renewed even though this regeneration takes a little longer than is the case with the other cells of the physical body. If these cells were to disappear, one’s consciousness would also have to diminish. All of one’s memory would disappear with the decline of the brain cells. The functions of the brain cells affect the body and not one’s thought processes!

Question: When the blood drains from the brain, one’s consciousness is affected and one blacks out. How is it then possible for one’s consciousness to exist in its own right?

Ashtar: This is easy to explain: All conscious processes are directed through the brain for as long as the soul is associated with the body. If the brain is not supplied with blood, the conscious connection to the body is interrupted. As the soul is however not yet separated from the body, one’s conscious bearings do not yet function independently.

Research within this field of knowledge is extremely interesting. All such research does however not bring useful results when the intensions are there right from the beginning to simply abnegate all gained insights and to replace then with explanations pulled out of thin air.

SPACESHIP – DWELLING GOD, THE CREW — ANGELS

Messages of Ashtar Sheran

Ashtar: Mankind on Earth is of the opinion that the word “impossible” applies to a lot of things. – We hold a different opinion, because the things we regard utopia to day, may be possible tomorrow.

There are therefore practically no utopias. If one had told people 4,000 years ago about all the things you have today, one would have regarded all of this without exception as impossible. Utopias have become reality. Today’s generation’s fantasies are certainly realisable. This is why we absolutely cannot understand why one doubts our existence. Why can’t one comprehend that we travel beyond the speed of light? – Why does one doubt the possibility that dematerialisation exists?

There is no utopia. Everything is possible, if one knows the way to realise it.

It isn’t for instance utopia that we, respectively our forefathers, brought the Our laws down to Earth. The handing over of the Our laws took place on Mount Sinai. I have indicated details about this once before in the past. If the handing over of this important event didn’t take place conspicuously enough, then it is mainly due to the technological ignorance of the people at that time.

What could they have known about spaceships travelling through space? – As far as Moses was concerned, the spaceship was “God’s abode” and the rest of the crew “His angels”. The siren was the “divine trombone” and the ships antigravity was God’s promise to “put anyone to death” that crossed a certain line.

All of this is so simple and so easy to understand if one is willing to use one’s mind.

You have enough technical experience to correctly comprehend the LEGISLATION received on Mount Sinai. There is absolutely no room for doubt here, because any doubt would indicate mental derangement. He, who doesn’t comprehend this plausible LEGISLATION, also does not know how a car is steered and unaware of the energy that moves it.

There is however also an evil will that prevents comprehension. Generally speaking, these people are not dumb; there are even some very famous authorities in politics and the sciences amongst them as well as people in the field of theology. This evil will is like a blinker for spiritual eyes. People do not want to know the truth, because it perturbs them personally.

Atheists doubt God’s commandments. They deem it impossible that God, higher extraterrestrial forces talked to a human being on Mount Sinai amidst thunder and lightning.

  • UFOThe Israelites saw a fiery cloud moving in front of them. This pillar of fire hovered horizontally. This pillar of fire did not hover vertically as Jewish theology assumes. There is no mentioning of a vertical pillar anywhere. This pillar was one of our spaceships, that is to say, a mother-ship. Their aura of light can still be observed on all our flying objects by you.
  • The material of the spaceships under our control consists of a glass-like mass that is harder than your normal glass. The colour is similar to a Nile-green. The bible describes its appearance as being similar to chrysolite.
  • Antigravity is so powerful that the landing must take place on solid rock. Our spaceships of this size land on Mount Etna or similar mountain these days. So as not to suffer any injuries, the Israelites were advised to stay beyond a boundary, crossing this boundary could be life threatening. A siren of great sound intensity warned the people from crossing the indicated boundary. Moses could only cross this boundary after the gravitational force was switched off. He received an appropriate signal. There was neither thunder nor lightning, only the din of the spaceship and its alternating aura of light. When the antigravity field was switched on, the Israelites fled in all directions filled with fear and terror.

ABOUT MISSIONARIES

Question: You lived in the days of Christ’s life?

Ashtar: Yes, I lived then. Worked but not all the commander of the flotilla, but was still in training for this.

Question: Jesus Christ is the Son of God. Are you ready to tell us who is the Son of man?

Ashtar: Every man on Earth and is the Son of God, not just Jesus Christ. He was selected to enlighten people.

Question: is It true that Jesus Christ studied by driving your space ship up to 28 years?

Ashtar: Jesus Christ was on the ship, but not on a permanent basis. He returned periodically to earth in order to gain experience and this experience to share with us. It was very important training. I can say that until 28 years he was with us, but after he was returned to Earth. We remained in constant contact with him. We worked all these years with him. It was necessary. so he chose the right way to help people. Without this support it would be difficult to do. Through us he can accomplish his mission.Jesus Christ

Question:That is a mistake of history that since the age of 12 Jesus went to the temple? Please provide brief comments on this issue.

Ashtar: no 12. However, since the age of 14. It’s true.

Question: You once told us that Christ was taken away by a spaceship. What happened between he’s death and his resurrection?

Ashtar: One couldn’t accomplish anything with hi’s body. Resurrecting it would not have made sense. But in order to strengthen mankind’s faith in God in antiquity, it was very important to carry him off in front of everybody.

Question: Was Christ actually dead or was it a case of suspended animation? We wouldn’t like to make a mistake by being misunderstood in this specific case!

Ashtar: Physically, Christ was irrefutably dead. But his soul is immortal and still active here on Earth as we speak.

Question: What happened to Christ’s dead body after his enrapture?

Ashtar: The physical body, being absolutely worthless, was completely dematerialised. His astral body emerged extremely materialised, that is to say, it virtually turned into a new body.. We tracked his life from beginning to end. The stigmata naturally remained intact during the materialisation process so that people could recognise him.

Question: Christ was asked: “What is the truth?” This question can still not be correctly answered even now. Can you tell us what the truth really is?

Ashtar: The truth is the divine law. The truth is logic. The truth is inviolable.

Sodom and Gomorrah

Question : Sodom  and  Gomorrah  were  levelled  to  the  ground  by  a  spaceship.  Was  this retribution?

Ashtar: These two cities were indeed destroyed by spaceships. These cities were not destroyed by nuclear energy, but by an anti-gravity force we call teletecton, that is to say, the energetic vibration of physical matter the way we evoked the earthquake in Jerusalem on the day of the crucifixion.

This is once again a case of self-inflicted effects that were not really necessary. These cities had been warned for months. Their inhabitants derided all warnings, because nobody could contemplate at that time that such a planned destruction was remotely possible. The inhabitants were homosexuals and also consorted with animals. This was a great blasphemy. Lot tried to make his fellow human beings see reason, but in vain.

WHO ARE THE ANGELS?

Question: Religions assert that Angels from God’s hierarchy are supposed to have appeared on our Earth. Is this correct?

Messages of Ashtar Sheran about God and Angels

Ashtar: Angels do not materialise. If a seer has seen them, he has only seen them in their astral state. If a person on Earth has actually perceived a physically solid Angel, this person has not seen an Angel in the rue sense of the word, but a Observer (Our observer living in your dimension).

Your bible often mentions encounters with Angels, the reality is that almost all of them were Observers:

The shepherds in the field near Bethlehem saw a Observer andthere are many more cases like that.

Your sagas report about Gods that came down from the heavens. Here again we are dealing in most cases with encounters with the Observer.

We have always tried to entertain positive contact with mankind on Earth. These contacts were however doubted and abnegated over again. Reality was turned into sagas or declared pure fantasy. We hope that the time is finally ripe when one will correctly comprehend who we are.

THE BIBLE

THE BIBLE

Question:  The Bible gradually loses its pertinence and it will be replaced by science.

Ashtar:  Your Bible consists of collected accounts and some of them are explained as divine inspirations. You must however consider that the people that wrote these accounts were scientifically and technologically very uneducated and inexperienced. All the things that could not be explained were called divine miracles. What do you think one would have reported if a jetliner of the type Comet had landed in Jerusalem?

– Well, the Israelites had to observe how an extraterrestrial spaceship descended from the sky! This represented an incredible miracle to them and this meant to them that only God could possibly be inside it. Let’s assume that the Moon is inhabited by an underdeveloped people. What do you think the people there would feel if terrestrial astronauts would land there? One would without doubt regard them as Gods.

Question: Why don’t these types of landings take place these days? You could surely bring us your messages in a similar fashion.

Ashtar: This is easier said than done. Past experiences taught us this. The Israelites already entertained the thought then of how bodacious it would be if “dear God” would fight on the side of the warring parties. “dear God” should pound their enemies into the ground. This theme repeated itself over again. Wherever another supremacy arrived on the scene, even if it came from space, one always wanted to engage it in the service of inhuman activities.

Where do you think the myths of gods obtained their subject matter?

– The Our observers were always the ones that were regarded as such. Those fiery objects, those mystical “wheels” appearing in the sky, were allegedly “heavenly chariots” utilised by the “gods”.

All major armed for war nations cast their covetous eyes on our technology. One would dearly like to capture a saucer in order to study and to copy it. One no longer believes in gods these days.

ATHEISM AND RELIGION

Question: Atheism is the religion of communist countries. This does not surprise if one looks at the churches behaviourism. Atheism has therefore sufficient financial means at its disposal. How can we remedy this evil.

ATHEISM AND RELIGIONAshtar: A religion that absolves a person from responsibility in front of a higher JUDGE after that person’s demise is a last straw that everybody is willing to grasp. But such a religion is only a piece of straw and not a life belt. What we offer mankind is a life belt it can depend upon. We know that our friends on this Earth work their fingers to the bone to disseminate the truth. We cannot offer you any financial support. We can only offer you the truth. Everything else is left up to progress. We presently still trust this progress.

Communistic atheism will also have to abdicate, because the truth will not allow itself to be held up.

We are only surprised that the churches do not recognise the truth. It is their duty to primarily work on behalf of the truth. This is their assignment, their sacred MISSION, the way it is also our MISSION.

If the people on Earth would really believe in God, things on this Earth would be completely different. This planet is however enveloped by the darkness of ignorance. This is why there is murder and mayhem. Our problem consists in trying to demonstrate to you that this faithlessness is a mistake. This is not an easy assignment, because the most august truth can be twisted and devitalised through malevolence. Religious communities are not exempt from this. The fanatic and dogmatic doggedly sticks to his points of view and woe to him that dares to question this. A lot will have been achieved once the LEGISLATION received on Mount Sinai has been verified; a lot of things will inevitably have to change. The people on Earth only obey orders when they fear something and this is why the divine law must be feared.

The Our law however doesn’t just apply during one’s terrestrial existence – on the contrary, is also has an effect after one’s life on Earth. The messenger Christ solemnly indicated that this was so.

Our law does not only concern man’s behaviourism according to god’s wishes, our laws are more than terrestrial laws; they are a part of the laws of nature.

He who acts against the laws of nature will face the potency of the consequences.

As I am already talking about atheism, I might as well emphasise that atheistic religion also contains a fair portion of atheism, because all the pious fuss within it is part of it.

ALIENS ABOUT ETERNAL LIFE AND SOUL

The leading stratums of society are of the opinion that death extinguishes man’s consciousness forever. These people hold onto this thesis with an iron grip. They indignantly, well actually arrogantly, reject any other explanation. It therefore comes as no surprise that this terrible aberration impacts on all their decisions.

One leading politician made a name for himself by admitting openly that he regards religion to be a superstitious fantasy.

We place the greatest importance in the conclusion that a God, Higher extraterrestrial forces exists. We also place importance in the fact that every human being throughout the universe possesses an imperishable existence, one that runs through many different phases. Amongst them is a conscious phases of a spiritual existence wherein one has to give account for all one’s thoughts and actions.

Question: A lot of people are currently leaving the Church. How do you assess this situation?

Ashtar: I know that one does not like to associate us with religious apparitions. Religions are virtually proscribed in leading circles.

Most people unfortunately have no idea what religion actually means. Most priests are also not excluded from this. Religion is not a pastime, no hobby, no nonsense, no superstition, no backwardness and not a business. Religion is a very serious affair, respectively a divine basic law for all human beings, no matter whether their skin colour is white, brown or black. There are no exceptions!

Past millennia have clearly shown that priests and evangelists have not been able to correctly instruct mankind. Religion is not a playground for dreamers or fanatics. Religion is not a battlefield. Religion is life’s foundation for every human being.

ABOUT TECHNOLOGY

Question: We have great trust in what you say. Almost all that read your words were impressed by them. One is however surprised that you cannot talk to us via our radio networks.

Ashtar: I thank you for the trust you show me. We naturally also took this option into consideration. Our ways of communicating however took different directions. We did undertake such trials just the same. But we know from experience that radio transmissions from our spaceships are not taken serious. One thinks that they are falsifications produce by amateurs. Besides, our side utilises a far better method, namely communication via telepathy; because there is no hindrance and no spatial limitation and besides, it is the fastest that we actually know of.

Question: There is still a certain amount of scepticism in regards to telepathy.

Ashtar: We developed a technical aid for our thoughts transferences, an amplifier, respectively a guiding beam that directs thoughts into a specific direction. Think of your laser beams. There are still lots of potentialities for progress. But all of this requires a higher intelligence. We therefore trained our consciousness systematically. There are no more gaps within our brains. Our whole brain is totally engaged, the so-called second half also. Consequently, telepathy also plays an eminent role. This is why we utilise it in all communications between you and us.

UFO 2017

Question: Is there a possibility that we will be able to build flying objects in the future that are of similar design to UFOS?

Ashtar: I think that this is completely unlikely in the near future. Using photon technology (light particles) only allows stellar trips. Space research will naturally bring new discoveries and new inventions with it on a continuous basis. It cannot be precluded that one will eventually also discover the secrets of the anti-universe.

Technically engaging the enormous energies of the two universes, respectively propelling spaceships with them is still in the distant future for you. The possibility that we might help you in this respect could certainly be on the cards, but we would have to be absolutely convinced that you would utilise such inventions to benefit and not to the detriment of mankind.

 

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